I'm not the type of person that gets SUPER excited about their birthday. And I'm not the Emo kid that hates his birthday either. I'll be turning 21 tomorrow. I am excited about that; all my friends are over 21 so that makes me happy that I can hang out with them when they want to go to the bars. But, school is coming to an end and all my final projects are starting to come to their due dates. That adds a lot of stress to me and right now, thinking about fun is not something I can do. Three months ago, now that's when I was stoked about my birthday. I was all like, "what am I going to do?" "who am I going out with" "Let's go out EVERY night"
Now that the day is upon me, I just want to lay in bed, hibernate, and not come out until summer. When the semester is over and everything has settled down. Part of that may have to do with being ill, and some of it may have to do with school, but I think my friends scare me the most.
I've always been the youngest person of any group that I've hung out with, and everyone gets so excited for my birthday cause I'm getting closer to the legal drinking age. Well I'm just scared that I'm going to be pulled in every direction all at once.
UGH! I don't know.
I'm done.
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